emblissana, my reply (tonight is the night, part II) [569]

she's been my companion this week.

off and on, really. in between the hours i've been sleeping. she's getting to work when i'm close to bed time, and leaving when i awake.

has it really been ten years? eleven?

i recently read something, some blurb about how people we loved and thought we'd know forever, eventually move on, and the people that we may have at one time thought distasteful become closer to us than we'd have ever imagined.

my recent horo:

I actually kind of hope that your brain is in major overload right now. I hope that you're feeling a bit overwhelmed by all the new information you've absorbed, and that your imagination is a blur of wheels within wheels within wheels spinning at top speeds. In fact I'll go so far as to say that if this is the case, you're definitely on the right track. You're doing what's necessary to prepare for rebuilding your foundation in May. And if for some reason there are no wheels within wheels within wheels spinning at top speeds -- if your mind is as empty and clear as a cloudless blue sky in Montana -- then you're probably doing something wrong. So get out there and start stuffing it with new ideas, radical theories, crazy speculations, wild guesses, and raw perceptions.

this has been an interesting week for speculation.

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here's one of the photos from this week, taken just outside of the rink. i've been playing with night shots:



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i got the word on thursday afternoon.

hospice is visiting shel on saturday.

i haven't yet managed to talk to her.

this one's for you...



"we were supposed to rise above, but we sink... into the ocean..."