you have the means in your possession [549]

i'm in a good mood, which doesn't happen often. i'd say enjoy it, because tomorrow's a whole other day.

i think i've met someone. we've talked a couple of times, and... i'm trying hard not to be excited, not to get my hopes up, not to expect too much.

it feels nice, though, to kinda be into someone again.

simultaneously, there's this thing in the back of my head that's saying, "run, bitch! ruuuuuuuuun!"

i can't run forever. frankly, i complain about how much i want this, but i can't complain and then run when i get it.

i'm going to have to learn to let go, if not now, then eventually.

i'm not going to relegate myself into the "involved" category if it's all wrong, but i know i can't start looking for reasons to avoid the matter if they're not really there.

she's beautiful, and really, really intelligent. she's a huge seahawks fan, and has great taste in music (and really, how often do i say that?). she has an awesome sense of humour, and it's apparent that she's no pushover, which i've always professed was a trait that i so longed for...

don't get ahead of yourself, don't expect too much, just learn to enjoy the moments as they pass.