maybe this was a bad idea... [579]

i haven't posted in a while. even before last month's admission of not having posted in a while, i'd become rather reticent at the thought of continued blogging where i can be found.

say what you want about jc, but at least i could remain invisible to the casual onlooker. there was something nice about a casual observer having to log in, having their ip addresses tracked, and knowing which user was looking and when.

out here... there are no such measures. i'm free to read at any given time.

i tried xanga, and a couple of other sites, but i return here because most communites are ridiculous. if it's not the site rules that require one "treats everyone fairly and with respect", then it's idiots posting pictures of their ugly-ass kids. really, i don't give a good god damn about your kids, and i'll call you a punk-bitch if i fucking feel like it.

but, that's just me being... frustrated, or somethin', i dunno.

it's been an interesting few months. got together with an old college girlfriend, tried the long-distance thing for a while, and... yeah, i won't be doing that again. the past really is better off left behind, and long-distance is just begging for trouble.

besides... you can trust people who say they're crazy. admitting it means they're probably not nuts, just a little reckless.

reckless can be tamed. nuts cannot.

draw your own conclusions.

band's going well. preparing for our first headliner in may.

blonde girls, blonde girls, blonde girls...

anyway, perhaps i'll say more later. for now, i have to figure out what i'm doing tonight.

honestly... i prefer to stay up 'til 3a. that's when the clarity comes.